Friday, November 1, 2013

Always Shine Despite Your Delusion


bring each thought into the light while in anothers shadow. gather the glow, study the flow, until it becomes a tempered inferno. hide the blaze through the haze so no one will know your intentions of being your own shining redemption. let it grow and only show to those who look in your direction. all the others will feel the drive from your possession to be their own light among the darkening perception.

Always Shine, Despite the Delusion You've Created that you are no better than they've stated. That you have a limit to reach or a time that must be breached before it will fall through and collapse. No. Let Him be the judge, let the others bite the dust as you rise up pulling their eyes despite their guise that they are enough. There is no limit, so Damn It Listen to no one but that silent calm inside your heart. That tiny place where fingers touch when you can't bear to think in despair, yet won't deny it resides in the air that swallows you... Only because you want it to.

so shhh my friend. my wonder twin. that glimpse of face that makes me bend. you have wanted this. you are in control of it. don't let anyone say the same in a way where you take the blame. they are there. you are here. this is your world to live within. there is one light that will preside. it's in your heart, not of your eyes. it's in your essence, not just your mind. That light is You. Will you shine despite that fear to cross the line?

become more than you dreamed of. live life more than that need of wanting things to ease the pain, to brunt the force, to take the blame. do not take no for an answer when you have yet to ask your question. do not let go of your fire, that tempered inferno of desire. live brilliantly or cry trying. just feel that warmth in that silent voice inside your heart beyond the darkness you let reside there. your world is yours to protect, to connect, to craft as you would for best. this world is my world to protect, to caress, to hold softly to my breast. i have the light, I just need to ignite it. i know the way, I just have to say to the sky that "We are One!" As pure as the sun which He has begun anew for each babe who comes up from the grave to live again, absolved of sin to try and make it right again. to teach us what's right from within.

now... i'm okay with my position in the shadows with conditions. words to light despite the plight to bring them upwards in this night. I used to say "Sense is made with exact change," except with me in the game. and for once, i'm okay. Perhaps, this chance, I'll embrace that fame to protect me from the pain I conjured that day. no, not That day, but the day many days from that day. gosh, a child isn't that insane to invent monsters to place the blame. i speak of the essence of today. those recent energies we bring, that always changes yet stays the same.....now i've rambled so much i've forgotten why i came.

oh yes, it was to remove the pain. Mission Success. Achievement Unlocked.
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Written8/29/12, edited today

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