Finished watching Kipo and the Age of the Wonderbeast a couple nights ago. Hard to imagine it came out six years ago. Six years ago... I do not know when exactly I first watched the show. If it was before I finally broke, or after when I was healing. Watching it again... It was good. Finding more fans though.... I'll have to embark on that journey.
"Kipos story... the Human Mute Alliance.... Mutes are people with mental disorders and disabilities.... anyone who is 'different.' I'd love to know who is in the HMUFA IRL."
I say that, at the end of my long "journal entry" below. It's how I feel. I want to find all the Kipo stuff. It's wild how much more I resonate with it now...
But watching Kipo again near the end of this portion of my life is not the only closing of this figure 8. It's because I finally feel better for working on Level 3 of my passion project. 80% at least, just need to format it into the website. It will officially become mine. Three is good. Put a mirror in front of it and you have eternity.
I feel good. I'm going to focus on exploring me and my interests. This will be a good time.
Below is part of what I wrote. It's just something. Something for now.
lol, what i meant may have been lost. Possibly because this is the Maekonect™ area, not my personal matters are. I asked for myself, truly. I know I'm on level one though myself... but i really wanna know what MY ecosphere looks like. Who is already living in and creating the world I want to prevail? THAT was why I was asking.
When I talked about promotions and stuff.... that was more talking about you not giving names and throwing brands at me. You cleared up why thought, very thoughtfully. Thank you. You're right. I don't need more names yet. This is what I need: closure. Like a protective dome closing [in] over my head. I'm going to spit ball the games and animes and things that make ME happy. And I do not want to contact them regarding Adventure Hubs, but just to thank them. Thank them for.... well, how you worded it is nice. But they helped me become a better me, and I want to be. To finding me, and my stability in creativity and my youth.
This is the time for a pause on getting bigger and expanding. This is the time for making use of what i have, putting it together in a way that helps me. Because Maekonect™ is about me connecting to me, as much as it is others connecting to themselves.
I have to live it. I have to document it. I have to show it... well, I dont have to, but I want to. When I started this.... there was a lot. There was a whole lot. "If you want to fix me, fix my family." That was my mantra. I wanted my family fixed after granny passed. I wanted Black Americans to be healed for once. I wanted the human race to be healed.... then I too would be healed..... But healing starts from within. If I want to fix my family, I need to fix myself. In order to fix myself, I have to be myself. In order to be myself, I need grace and space. I must connect with myself. All the parts of me.
I have a TikTok. I'm not the most visually appealing person, but that is okay. I can make it about connection, and finding others.... but maybe that part didn't even needed yet. I will thank people. I realize I listed Philp DiFranco. Matt Sherman of Geek Psychology is super helpful. There also is a TikToker named Jack... he works at a wolf sanctuary. He's the one who suggested to start by teaching people how to play Go. That the true purpose of the game isn't to win, but to give your opponent a chance to do better next time. To challenge them, and see them improve, or something like that. I love that idea. I would love to learn to play Go.
To be able to increase the number of Go players in the world.... and to have Grace and Space places or events..... and for Interpersonal Communication to be taught more.... That would be enough.
I think my big push will be.... I mean I Resonate with Kipo so, so much. I want to find my Benson and Wolf, Mondu and Dave. I realize that Kipo is another example of a character that does NOT get a romantic interest. I LOVE STORIES LIKE THAT! Not cause they weren't after it. They were just existing and [the focus is] on their development. I want to help promote the world I want to grow.
Adventure Hubs.... will happen. One day. By my hand or someone elses. I just have to exist and focus on what has helped me be me most: Maekonect. Kipos story... the Human Mute Alliance.... Mutes are people with mental disorders and disabilities.... anyone who is "different." I'd love to know who is in the HMUFA IRL.
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